Hmmm Thursday...lame

THURSDAY!...is only good because it is one day closer to Friday.


Stuck in Bio alone today, because B ditched on me. Stupid boy being afraid of a little rain. I faced the rain and cold, went to work before class, changed in my car, and am still in class early. Figures.

On the agenda today:
Biology
Lifting/Working out
CPR Practical
study, study, study....and maybe do my nails :)

So what to talk about today....hmmm...I think I want to talk about something everyone always discusses: Love
As a girl, I can probably say I've been in love more times than a guy my age has. Not "real" love though, as my theory is that every time you fall in love it's different and you never love a person the same way that you loved someone else. I also believe that you never stop loving someone, that love only changes to some other emotion, or even another type of love.
I was lucky enough to finally meet the man of my dreams...while I was seeing his friend >.< However, I had no idea that he was interested, let alone that I was interested, until a few months ago. People may say he's a little weird, quiet, and very intelligent, but to me he's just Steven. My sweet, kind, caring Steven. And my favorite defense for him is, "He's my kind of weird, so it's ok if you think he is. :)"
I feel for those people who have never felt true love, or to love someone who loves you as much as you love them. It's an absolutely incredible feeling to not have to worry if they are going to leave you, or cheat on you, or that you are making more effort in the relationship than they are. It's just....easy. Love takes work but it shouldn't be a daily battle to be together, or a constant cycle of fighting and breaking up, then making up, all the time.
I love Steven for so many reasons. There's too many for me to write them all, and I'm sure you don't want to hear my gush over him the whole time, but here's a bit of advice for when you find someone you think might be the one.
Don't settle for anyone less than the best.
Don't change just because he/she wants you to. If they truely love you, they'll take all of you, good and bad.
Don't be afraid to open up your heart to love, even if you've been hurt before.
Do live like every day is your last. Love with everything you have, and you can never say "I love you" enough.
Appreciate the little things.
FORGIVE. If you hold on to every bad thing that has ever happened to you, every shitty relationship, every time you've made a mistake, every time you have been hurt, you will never grow and develop as a person.
Do not be afraid to forgive and let it go....

I wish you could feel how being loved feels. If you do, congrats, if you don't, I promise some day you will find the person you are meant to be with. Don't give up, don't lose faith, and remember, tomorrow is a new day.